Why am I never good enough.  Or is it that I’m too good.  Why is it that there is never a reason.  Why do women want “that guy”.  What do I need to be to be enough.  Is there something I can do, or change, or be.  When will I get to where I’m going.  When will I get my chance.  When will someone want to give that chance.  Its safe to trust me.  Is there someone out there that it is safe for me to trust.  Is there someone who will let me trust them.  Am I good enough.

Lord,

I pray that I find the one soon.  That I find someone who will love me as much as I am dying to love them.  Someone who will love me for who I am.  Someone who will make me feel important.  Someone to give me a reason to never give up.  Someone for me to give my everything to.  Someone I can trust.  Someone for me to believe in.  Someone that I can make smile everyday.  Someone I can make happy.  Someone I can love with all I have.  Someone I can be silly with.  Someone I can be myself with.  Someone who can live with my faults.  Someone who just wants to be loved.  Someone who wants someone to be there.  Someone who will return the favor.  Someone…  The right one…

Lord I pray that there is someone.  That my desire to give someone everything isn’t in vain.  That this isn’t a thing of the past.  That is real love.  I pray that it is still real and here in everyday life.  That my quest is not hopeless.  I pray that I may never have a broken heart again.  

I know this is a lot to ask but know this…  If there is one thing in this world that i would like to achieve more than anything else it is finding this person that I can spend the rest of my life with and beyond…  I would rather find this person than make 1 trillion dollars.  I would give up anything do make it be.  To me love is something more powerful than money.  Something that cannot be bought.  Something that few people truly find.  Lord I pray that i may be one of the lucky ones who find this love.  Maybe I am just a hopeless romantic but I cannot help but pray.  

In return I promise to give this person everything I have.  To never let them feel lonely and to never let them feel unworthy.  I promise to make them smile everyday.  I promise to prove my worth to them every moment I get.  i promise to make this person feel love, real love, like they have never felt it before.  i promise to take care of them.  I promise to never hurt them.  I promise to never need another thing in this world.  I know you know what’s best. And I know I need to be patient.  I just pray that it wont be too much longer.   I believe there is someone for me…  I pray that I am not mistaken.  

So Until I have found that someone this is my only prayer.  This is all  will ask for in life.  Not money or fame or anything else.  Just love, real true fantastic love.  Send her my way lord.  I will not let you or her down.

Nate